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i escaped the last.. mysteriously and unexpectantly unscathed. i thought maybe for once i've figured out that i -could- be more independant.. that i don't really need that kind of connection.. and for a time i had my self fooled.. it was fun. i enjoyed myself immsensely and i havn't even so much as been depressed since... for one reason or another i asked my cousin christinia.. hey hook me up with one of your friends.. her oh so grand matchmaker skills picked one.. oh not so my type phsyically... hell we didn't really click the first night we all chilled... the next night went worst.. heinous bitch chick would be appropriate... exaggeration yes, but her face resembled and she spoke... speach patterns voice, like kat from 10 things i hate about you(julia stiles character). i was more so slightly intrigued... i've never had anyone be so actively hostile to me, it was funky... we chilled twice again... things went better.. i started to have a lil thing for her... open myself.. we were suppose to do something tonight... i called... "yes we're still coming over" small talk "hey i'll call you back in 10 minutes" 4 hours later... i called.... "one more stop and then we'll come over, i promise" 2 hours later... "i'm tired.. i think it's probably a good idea if i get some sleep.. but finals are over... i'd like to do something some other time.. sunday?" one word responses... "call me sunday" one word responses.. one word bye one finger.. click